the challenge of leadership

The more I think about it that probably isn't the right title for what I'm writing. Leadership is definitely a part of it, but at it's core it is really a question of shepherding the hearts of those you lead. Life is full of challenges and many of them can be very ugly. Whether they are challenges we face as individuals or as a community the choices we make can have long lasting impacts for good or bad. That unknowing, that unsureness of how things will turn out is why so many try to avoid the challenges alltogether. But that is in itself a choice. So how do we face the road ahead and keep moving forward, even when we cannot see around the next turn?

As a pastor and a leader I must first check my own heart. What's my motivation in the decision, in the process of deciding? Is it for my glory or God's? Do I really believe God loves me and is that translating into a greater love for those I'm leading? There are more. But one of the greatest questions I find myself asking lately is this: whatever decision is made, did I guard and care for the hearts of those I'm leading and shepherding? I know that there will always be those who are dissatisfied with the decisions made. There will always be those who doubt and second guess. I cannot change that. But I can move forward in a way that cares for them even if they do not agree. As a pastor it's not my job to lord over them, it's to love them. God loved us even when we were in complete and total disobedience to him. He loved us enough to show us the extent of his love and he still does what is best for us even when we question it. And so I try and do the same, relying on his guidance and strength. I don't get it right every time. I make my fair share of mistakes. But I can move forward knowing that I'm learning how to exhibit the love and leadership that my God shows me.